Unstuck, yay!!


Woohoo! After a week of rigorous mistake-hunting and form-correcting, I was forced to miss a training on monday (heeeeh?! you missed a training?!) because a load of mandatory homework descended on me… I was scared I would lose my progress again. But nope ^_^ my form stayed good ^_^


I scored 228/300 , which is my usual score when I’m alright ^_^ yay~

I’m also going to be competing on sunday which I’m really excited about ūüėÄ

kitty hugs to all~


The Reading Quarters

What I have been doing over a few weeks now is extending my range of clients for tarot readings. (Social media and the internet are wonderful for this type of venture, because it means I can give readings to people on the other side of the globe without any problem.) So today I decided to write about an important thing to consider for reading tarot (or oracle cards or runes or whatever other divination): The elements of the right environment, the condition of the reading quarters. Continue reading


Not gonna complain because my scores are not *bad*… but I seem to be stuck. I cannot seem to move past the average of 7-not yet 8 points per arrow…

Mostly it is due to this:


Unfortunately that arrow in the top left is also mine… thatonearrowagainasdakjlfgrrrrrrrrrr aaanyway it is not always the same one, so equipment flaw is not an excuse. There is something with my technique that allows for occasional freakish mistakes. Meh.

I feel like I am nearing one of those big “aha!” moments again. But to get there, I should get my nerves together first I guess.

Scatter Plot

The first go-to way to track skill and progress in (target) archery is to write down scores for a set amount of arrows. A nice alternative to this is to make a scatter plot of *all* shots over a longer training, in order to get a clear picture of the current skill level.

Something like this:


The most primitive way to make a scatter plot (as pictured above) is to secure a lane for yourself and make sure that the target paper is only shot on by you. If that doesn’t work, there are also plenty of nice scoring apps available for phones, or it can be done on paper by hand.

In order to get the most out of these plots, it is a good idea to write down everything about the session that resulted in the plot. For example for the plot above: I was shooting for 2 hours, 18m, practicing to shoot instinctive, ~6s per arrow, 6 arrows per round. I didn’t count¬†my arrows xD (I never do unless an app does it for me) but I know I should.

The nice thing about the scatterplot is that not only does it tell you how you are scoring on the target, but can also reveal any regular mistakes. If the cluster of arrows is shifted in a certain direction, it can say a lot about where the mistake is.

I definitely recommend this to be done regularly, especially if you are still in the stage of lots of learning and posture adjusting.

Kitty hugs to all~


LiPaPo 18: Magic in the Everyday

Hello all~ this is the LiPaPo series, standing for Little Pagan Post. (almost) Every day I will post a short little post, exploring an aspect of my beliefs and practices. I hope you enjoy them ~ kitty hugs to all~ Joouna

This is the last LiPaPo for the time being. I may take it up at some undefined later time again, however it has lost momentum for now.¬†This¬†doesn’t mean I will not blog about Paganism and witchcraft tho¬†<|:)

Gah what a week… there was just so much going on both in my schedule and inside of me that I just couldn’t inspire myself to write anything. On one hand there have been good news regarding grades, my training has been going well, and finally the weather is nice here… on the other hand I have quite a lot of internal drama because of stressy schedules, and the constant fear of not getting enough points to be allowed to continue my studies.

In times like this I wonder, how is it possible that I manage to avoid getting totally disconnected spiritually? I have come to the conclusion that spirituality has been integrated into my life in such a way that (some of)¬†it¬†does not get replaced by “more urgent matters” in stressy times.¬†I came up with 4 key things to ensure that the spiritual part of life does not get buried under mundane everyday:

  1. Develop a regular practice: Come up with something that takes about 10-30min, and fit it into the same timeslot periodically. Then muster the discipline and organisation to indeed keep to the plan. (This may take practice) It can be morning prayers, regular divination, moon phase rituals, anything that is significant to you. I do weekly tarot or oracle card readings every sunday evening, as well as evening rituals daily.
  2. Keep your eyes open! The spiritual world is not separate from the physical, but can be encountered through it! The physical world is full of appearances of the divine beings and other spiritual beings, to be found by the keen eye.
  3. Ask deities or spirits¬†to accompany you. This is a good, simple idea for a regular prayer. You could also be in for an adventure or two, depending on who you choose to call…
  4. Transform mundane activities. While cleaning, also clear your space in a spiritual sense. Turn showering into a ritual of calming down and grounding. Dedicate your exercise to a deity you know will approve. The possibilities are endless.

Wishing you blessings and magical times, and kitty hugs to all~


Roombow :D

Let me introduce you to a new class of bow: the Roombow.

Definition: A bow that can be constructed, and used, inside a single (normal sized) room.

Here is me in my messy room, shooting one:


This one is called the 15’er, because it takes about 15 min to cut notches for the bowstring and cut a string the right length and tie knots on it to make loops. It is made of a pvc pipe from the local constructions shop. ūüėÄ It is also not too strong, so my small room target, that is rather thin and thus is only good for slower projectiles, can stop the arrows.

The 15’er can still use some improvement, it is wayyyyy too long. Note the awkward shooting stance, in order to fit it under my low ceiling xD But roombows are fun!!! You can also use them for shooting tag arrows. I recommend to all!

kitty hugs to all~


LiPaPo 17: “The Real Deal”

Hello all~ this is the LiPaPo series, standing for Little Pagan Post. (almost) Every day I will post a short little post, exploring an aspect of my beliefs and practices. I hope you enjoy them ~ kitty hugs to all~ Joouna

This post was inspired by insightful comments from StormwiseRaven, Hestiasservant and The Untamed Domestic Goddess on my previous post. It was good to hear your experiences and opinions, thanks ^_^

The question of today is: who is a “real witch”? There is a growing number of (mostly young) people who identify themselves as witches, but who of those actually should have the right to do so?

Well. First of all let me say that I really dislike it when “real witch” elitists come up with a crapload of ultra-precise criteria that practically only fits them and maybe some coven members, then diss everyone else.

On the other hand, watching a movie or series(The Craft comes to mind)¬†and as a consequence wearing some magic looking pendant and gothy clothes¬†doesn’t exactly qualify one as a witch either. That is cosplay. Or being into goth fashion. There is nothing wrong with either of these, but it does not make one a witch. Being a witch involves not only wanting to be one and dressing up like (a fictional) one, it also involves belief, knowledge and action.

Another case that comes to mind is teens¬†who “decide to be witches” because they are sick of being Christian. They then proceed to Facebook Pagan/witchy groups or other forums, and post stuff like: “I am going to be a witch now but am so scared because¬†God will punish me!” and so on. (Real example.) In this case being a witch directly clashes with the person’s belief system and one of them has to go. Being a witch involves conviction, and confidence that the path is indeed your path. Another similar example is “I’m a witch now. God and church gonna be so angry but I don’t care lol” (Also real example.) In this case the person is not really a witch. They just want to be bad by their religion’s standards.

Th decision to be a witch is gradual, and does not happen at a moment’s notice. It involves soul searching, thinking, observing our world, research, learning…It may often be something that was always there since childhood, and we slowly grow into it. The key is:¬†effort and time, and putting our heart into it…

…and keep on doing so.¬†The last but perhaps most important factor is dedication and commitment to the path. Being a witch is not like a hat that is fashionable for a month, then end in the back of the cupboard. It is a transformation. The taking on of an identity.

Finally, two rules that I believe can define being a witch:

  1. Know thy craft.¬†Do some research and some thinking. Decide what you really believe, and own it. Don’t be a witch or anything else “because it’s cool” or “because x told me¬†that’s the way to go” or so on. Define your own path, with reason and meaning behind it. Of course you will not start with knowing much. Everyone has to start somewhere. But take the effort to read and ask questions to more experienced people! In the age of the internet, it has become possible to access¬†communities quite easily. Aspiring witches, please respect the elders, and elders, please respect your students!¬†Then the community can be constructive for everyone. Perhaps I should rephrase this to:¬†Be willing to learn thy craft, and be responsible for your knowledge.
  2. Walk the talk! You call yourself a witch. So act like one! That means putting in the effort to work the magic when needed, honouring any deities/spirits/beings you work with, and generally incorporating your witchiness in your everyday life.

LiPaPo 16: Wearing the Pentagram

Hello all~ this is the LiPaPo series, standing for Little Pagan Post. (almost) Every day I will post a short little post, exploring an aspect of my beliefs and practices. I hope you enjoy them ~ kitty hugs to all~ Joouna

For many witches, deciding to wear a pentagram/pentacle on a regular basis (on a necklace/ring/whatever) is sort of a rite of passage. Before, the only people who know about your witchcraft are the ones you tell. Afterwards, any keen spotter may notice it. In both witch-positive and also non-welcoming areas, this is an action of taking on responsibility. Wearing the pentagram says “I am a witch!” not just to yourself but potentially anyone else too.

With “non-welcoming areas” I mean areas where a large number of people do not tolerate witches, or Pagans in general, due to religious convictions of their own. As unfortunate as this is, it happens, and I hear about it very often. In this case it is be a good decision to keep it discrete, and/or prepare a strategy to deal with people who feel it is their duty to preach to you or even harrass you. In extreme cases where witches are indeed persecuted physically, even violently (yes even today), of course extreme caution is advised, and the best idea would be to move away if possible.

In “witch-positive” areas it can be a wonderful experience, but it also comes with responsibility. People, once they confirm you are a witch, may come to you asking you to help them with your abilities, knowledge and gifts. You may be asked to give readings, help them work spells, or guide someone on their path. In this case it is crucial to kniw your own limits. Help whenever you can, but if something is beyond you, say so. Attempting to muddle through something you know nothing of will just inflict lots of damage. Also, do not assume that you must accomodate everybody. If you have important priorities, or feel like someone is just using you, then you have all the right to say no.

In neutral areas there will still be people who spot the pentagram and respond in a variety of ways. They may ask in a polite, interested way, or they may go “OMG ARE YOU A WITCH???” (it happened).

The simple fact is that we witches are a minority, with myths and rumours created ¬†about us over time, and while nobody around here will give a second glance at someone’s cross necklace, a pentagram may draw attention and questions. However, the moment we decide to wear the symbol that declares “I am a witch!” is deeply powerful and magical. If you feel ready for it, go ahead and claim it.

LiPaPo 15: Pentagram and Pentacle

Hello all~ this is the LiPaPo series, standing for Little Pagan Post. (almost) Every day I will post a short little post, exploring an aspect of my beliefs and practices. I hope you enjoy them ~ kitty hugs to all~ Joouna

Perhaps the most characteristic symbols of  witchcraft are the pentagram and the pentacle.

image source: http://www.panix.com/~ddellutr/astro/dvc-two-pentacles.jpg
image source: http://www.panix.com/~ddellutr/astro/dvc-two-pentacles.jpg

The difference between them is that the pentacle is basically a pentagram inside a circle.

Historically, the pentagram has been found in many diverse cultures, from ancient Mesopotamia to Greece, Celtic culture, China, Egypt and early Christianity. Its geometry probably fascinated the people of old all across the globe. Today it is used as a symbol for witchcraft, the Wiccan religion (primarily in pentacle form), the Serer religion, and is also found on the flags of Morocco and Ethiopia. The inverted pentagram has often been adopted¬†by occultists to represent the devil or demons (and that does by no means imply that “the pentagram is a symbol of evil”).

The most common meaning of these symbols in witchcraft today is that it represents the 4 elements (air, fire, water and earth) and spirit, or the divine energy. The pentagram can be drawn in one line, and is thus a symbol of interconnectedness. (There is some disagreement in the community as to whether spirit can be considered an element or not.) In the case of the pentacle, the circle around the star represents the magic circle that is often cast for spellwork or rituals. Thus the symbols are also a primary symbol of working magic. Drawing one in a clockwise direction is used for invoking something, while drawing it counterclockwise for banishing. They also serve as protective symbols.

LiPaPo 14: It has been remade

Hello all~ this is the LiPaPo series, standing for Little Pagan Post. (almost) Every day I will post a short little post, exploring an aspect of my beliefs and practices. I hope you enjoy them ~ kitty hugs to all~ Joouna

Remember my archer/warrior dedication from the spring¬†equinox (here)? Well, the material I used for braided part was not the most sturdy (couldn’t find anything better) so today I noticed it was on the verge of disintegrating at one point. Fortunately I did not lose it, instead I decided to remake it.


Now it is made of sturdy leather. I guess this serves as a confirmation that I will not abandon or forget my path, despite going through stressy times and such. It also should remind me to look with courage into the future, instead of being a victim of anxiety, despite that there are uncertainties in my future. I will not let “modern civilisation” smother me¬†into submission and turn me into a robot or a whimpering nerve wreck.

imma¬†barbarian warrior, yo <-¬ę {